I'm an indecisive person at the best of times and this question encapsulates a conundrum that I have struggled with pretty much all of my working life. I didn't become a solicitor because I felt a vocation or some burning desire to further the cause of justice. I did it because I needed a fairly well-paid job that satisfied my family's expectation that I should "get a profession"; because I was too squeamish to be a doctor, dentist or vet; and ultimately because I couldn't think of anything else. My decision had absolutely nothing to do with what I actually wanted to do, quite simply because I didn't know.